ユウジのダメ日記 ~this is a JOURNAL, nae a diary~

JAN
15
2026

#017

😴: Ah had a braw nicht. The postie phoned me this morning, but Ah wis sleepin.

🏋️: At the gym, Ah did legs the day. Ah did a bittie o extra work tae compensate the missed workoot. Performance wis okay fur squats, but everythin else wis affected efterward.

🧠: Ah had trouble calculatin the plates at the gym again. Ah had 130kg in the bar and couldnae figure oot how tae get it doon tae 120kg (kept gettin 110kg insteid).

🗣️: Ah had a Bamun class the nicht. Ah wisnae feelin like attendin it, but it turnt oot tae be better than Ah expectit.

🍳: The muckle tatties Ah bocht yesterday tastit bad.

🛒: Efter working oot, Ah went tae the post office tae check if Ah had post, and then Ah bocht pork and picked up a parcel frae Amazon.

JAN
14
2026

#016

Ah had a decent nicht. Ah dreamed that Ah wis at a party wi a loady o Italians. There wis a laddie frae Monaco, but he couldnae speak monégasque.

Á. brocht me hame in the mornin as he had a dinner wi his girlfreend. As soon as Ah got hame, Ah received a mindin frae aboot ma thesis deposit deadline bein neist month. Ah replied the email askin them tae double check it, but they didnae reply onymair. Ah wis aboot tae enter yin o thae thocht loops, thinkin aboot whit if they mak me return the scholarship, or whit kind o jobs Ah could search if Ah had tae find a job, but Ah tried nae tae panic and decidit tae get ready tae gang tae the gym. Then Á. askit me if Ah wantit tae gang fur a walk, as things gaed wrang on his date. Sae Ah decidit tae wait fur him and work oot later. In the end, we gaed tae his place again.

Ah saw Á. cryin fur the second time and it broke ma hert. He had a lang talk with his Ma and then gaed tae see M. efter she left class. Ah ordered BK fur dinner and watched “はじめの一歩” while eatin. Á. and M. were guid again, sae he had to wash some claes fur his trip. Ah gaed tae bed early, as Ah wis ower sleepy.

In the mornin, the schuil replied and said that the deadline wis really February. Ah telt them that it wis impossible and provided some proof. But Ah couldnae pretend that things were okay onymair and sterted tae cry. Á. did his best tae confort me. A few meenutes later Ah got an email wi a screenshot o ma records and the dates were aw wrang. They said mibbe it wis because o some problem in the migration tae the new system and that they wid investigate. Kennin Ah wisnae wrang wis a great relief, even though the problem wisnae yet solvit.

Á. gaed tae hae a haircut afore leavin tae Cádiz and Ah gaed tae the gym. Ah hit upper body and did same extra sets tae compensate the missed workoot yesterday. While workin oot, Ah got anither email from the uni sayin that they corrected the date.

Ah gaed back hame, chinged and left again. Ah had dinner and a meetin wi my thesis supervisor. Efter, Ah gaed tae the post office tae pick up a parcel. It wis my Casarese Friulian dictionar. Ah’m really disappintit. It’s nae really a dictionar, in spite o the title.

Ah fund the Kituba dictionar Ah wanted tae buy at a readin subscription service and subscribed tae download it. Awfie disappointin too.

JAN
10
2026

#013

😴: Ah had a decent nicht.

🧠: This mornin, Á. textit me at 10am tae speir at whit time Ah wis gonnae work oot as he wis gonnae work oot soon. Then he said he wid work oot a bittie later, then that he wid raither work oot alane, then that we could work oot thegither. Lettin me ken on short notice and hurryin me up, postponin it, then cancellin on short notice, and cancellin the cancellation. It gangs withoot sayin that autistic me handled it “fine weel”.

🏋️: Á. and me hit chist. The gym wis really packit fur a Seturday, so we et a bar o lucky chocolate and gaed fur a walk as he wantit tae buy a slice o cheesecake fur his girlfreend. Efter, Ah did legs alane. Performance wis okay fur maist part, but worse than usual fur a few lifts. Ah really took ma time as Ah felt awfie whummled wi that mony folk. At least Ah had a PR in incline BP and DLs.

🛒: There wis discoontit chicken at the supermarket the day. Ah also bocht cheese and tortillas fur dinner in case Ah’m still whummled, but Ah think Ah’ll nae need it the night.

📓: Workin noo…

DEC
28
2025

#001

Efter puttin aff journalin for 45 days, I decidit tae establish a new rule tae try tae increase ma adherence: prototypical entries. It wis actually ChatGPT’s suggestion. When it proposit it tae me Ah didnae really like the idea, but noo Ah think it’s perfect. Ah can even scrieve multilingual entries! Ah’ve also come tae accept that it’s okay tae skip a few days as lang as Ah scrieve a catch-up entry later on. It feels guid tae be mair flexible and nae let ma autistic rigidity tak ower.

😴: Eu n’ha durmi pac e mal, perquai che her saira eu legiaiva davart las linguas retoromanas. Eu nun ha durmi avuonda.

💡: Hoz n’haja anniversari, ma quai m’es listess.

🏋️: Eu n’ha trenà il corp sura. Buna prestaziun, fin sün per ils triceps (stanglantüna davo avair fat pet).

👥: Eu sun i a far gös da tabla. Nus vain fat Herdentier (Mente Vacuna), Codenames (Código Secreto) e Blokus. Nus laiva eir far Cities, ma quai es massa cumplichà. Davo vain nus tschnà aint ün restorant vegan e vegetarian. Per furtüna vaivan els pizza quatter chaschöls. Eu nu mang verdüra.

🧑‍🧑‍🧒‍🧒: Meis genituors m’han telefonà ed n’haja eir discurrü cun meis barba, mia tanta e mias cusdrinas.